I am glad, though if I "sneak in, while transitioning', I will have to cut my hair, continue hrt in secrecy and come out in the midst of EVERYTHING! It can maybe be simple, but I worry it would be complicated. Why now? Well this and well that. Sooo maybe I should wait until May 2016..?
I could progress and also become fit (no gungho muscles, but maybe a lil' some.. Duties =]) anyways swerve around my sprout of dysphoria and muscles...
There are many setbacks if I enlist now, when with patience I could be honest and precise.. Because I want to become a Navy Seal and perform so as a woman; in my respects, but combat deployment may not be an option for us; my most troublesome worry about lifting the ban..
Cliché and stereotypes of being a trans individual, I am consumed with determination and joy doing what I have to do, visualizing, comprehending my gender identity and spiritual/religious/philosophical.. HeWBLah.. Ok I am just happy to be going through the process that doing it as a woman is the only way I see it 'going down'.
Sure I can wreck myself.. Well I am a confident woman, accomplished and vital.. Yet I had to go through A, B, C.. Ugh.. From a simple question, to transfocused relating to a personal emotional rant...
Time, time, time, is on my side... Not a belief but I hope!
Well if we cannot join in combat, there are possibilities!