Hi. I've been browsing Susan's for a year or so and favor this site for myself. After this evening's therapist apt, I figured I'm going to finally register here.
A little about me... I am a shy MtF. I've been married for about 8.5 years (14 total) and divorced 2 years ago. My first GD feelings were at age 8. I acknowledge that after many binges, I cannot live happily without femininity. I'm also a Christian, and love Christ, God, and the Holy Spirit in any way I can. I'm a complicated person, gender fluid; I range from 1/3 to 2/3 female depending how I feel. I remember marking my toenails with my crayons as a small, introverted 'boy', and always shy and intellectual. I grew up fearing masculine men and still find them quite undesirable to this day. I know its harsh but I feel the men throughout history has largely been responsible for screwing up history and at times feel ashamed for having XY chromosomes. I am especially interested in nails, feminism, astronomy, and the last two Commandments Jesus gave us.
I tried HRT early 2014 but due to an illness I had to stop. Throughout 2015 I'm back on an herbal HRT regimen and plan on going back on standard HRT soon. I admit at times I am at odds with my faith and my transgender feelings/state. I'm an open-minded person by default, and despise being judgmental. I hope I can contribute here
