Okay I have been off the site for a minute because i was focusing on life and my new advanced position at work :0). So I have came out to several in my new department and they see me as a person of worth rather than weird which was amazzzing feeling (been called princess jamie at times :0))as far as personal life, well here goes. My intention wasnt to come out to my inlaws till I was full time in may but the changes from HRT with my face left them questioning me. They also noticed I was getting smaller and changing my voice. The breaking point was when my 7 year old daughter said she had 2 mommies. I was like :0/ at first and then folowed by a 2 hr conversation with my wife they were accepting (my father inlaw doesnt know yet and never will for a while). Later that day my wife dropped the kids off to get watched while I was getting ready to go wine tasting (last weekend saturday the 26th oct) because there was no way I was going to present infront of them yet. Well that changed. Later that day they had me over presenting as a female for the first time infront of them and they were more accepting than weirded out. I feel me and my inlaws (grandmother, mother) have gotten closer since. The next day not having a fear about running into them in town while presenting was no more. I was her for an entire day from wake up to bed. (my first full time day) I played with the neighborhood kids along with myown and answered several questions for people. I had a 12 year old girl ask if I was going to change my name and all and I said it was in the process. She also said I was pretty. I knew that I would be full time before my goal date. The following day on that monday I started laser on my face and chest. :0), This weekend starting friday the 2nd of OCT I started full time :0). I have not presented to my family yet other than my sister and mother :0/. My father still doesnt accept me and still partially disowned me :0( but I have support to help me through it.
So the effects of HRT after 4 months (WOW). I no longer need my breast inserts as I have enough (barely but its enough) to push up and have real cleavage. My hips and buttox are starting to fill out more but im still loosing weight (odd) as im in the high 120s. My hair is getting thicker on head and my temples are almost completely filled in. My arm hair is regrowing with a light tint. My hips are still having growing pains (yay i guess). Im almost filling out size 5 jeans finally and no longer can fit into 3s. I got a lot better at make up. I get awkward looks when I have to pull out my license when I get alcohol :0/. I also can almost hold a conversation with a passing voice ( I been taking voice feminization therapy). Anyway thats my update, you all help tremendously. My family still doesnt accept me but I look for the good out of this (me being authentic and happy). Questions?
ps here are updated photos 4 months HRT and 1 laser session
