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Dear Christine:
I returned here for an up-date hoping to read improvements in your circumstance. Please let us know you are doing better. I care.
Allow me to re-confirm my understanding that your predicament appears to be:
(1) a dietician could provide proper eating guidance that you are seeking and
(2) a gender team to recognise your needs beginning with your request for orchiectomy because you lack empathetic medical personnel ('doctors take the mick'):
Proper diet can provide positive results. I incurred severe liver and gall bladder damage from a car crash (1999); surgeons ordered the removal of both organs but I gave an emphatic 'NO!'. A dietician directed me to reduce / eliminate sugar, fat, and oil. Suffice to say, my restricted diet saved my liver and gall bladder and I remain in good health with both intact.
Elsewhere here at 'Susan's' ('Transitioning ยป Topic: My Orchiectomy') and at other web-sites we learn that orchiectomy preceding GCS / SRS is now a standard elective of contemporary protocol for the M-F. It is performed either laparoscopically or through the umbilis. Hopefully you will find the surgeon whom you can trust; your comments tell us that you perceive your doctors are making you the butt of their practise rather than administering to your medical needs.
Pharmacologically, both a T-blocker and an estrogen are contemporary standard fare for M-F pre-op situations. If you are not satisfied with your medical personnel comprehending your status, hopefully you can find another who works with transsexual patients. Try finding new 'Team Christine' doctors through your community's LGB and T afilliates - they should work for you, not against you.
Allow me to close by writing that in your attached picture you are a very attractive-looking young woman. I hope my words provide the confidence that you need.
Take care and HUGGSS
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