I have been living to adapt to situations all my life i knew at a young age something was there. Today i feel so releived, i confronted the most important people in my life about who i really am, i always felt like a girl or dreaming to be like one.for some odd reason i just bursted and revealed everything ive been dealing with since i turned about 10 years old.
All this time hiding and running away from reality thinking it'll hurt it did not in my case. Well for now they all accept me for who i am, even though worried that everything might change during my transition, as some posts indicated.
I feel that much lighter like someone lifted sandbags from my chest. I feel happy for once in a really long time BUT..
there is something else, im loosing my cool. I need a therapist cant find one, i know nothing about transness
Im dying to get hrt treatments its just i heard it takes a year to get checked and then waiting list...etc im so anxious its not even funny. I feel stuck in one place. Im noticing mood swings like never before. Im slowly loosing my cool.
Im ready to fly down anywhere to talk to a therapist. Why do i feel so happy then so mad and frustrated.
What a struggle.
