It was not till after I transisioned that I found I could stand to even sorta look in a mirror or at a picture of myself, even now they are bad spots but I am getting better. One thing that I think is helping both with mirrors and with me is doing mirror work nightly. just before bed I look in a mirror and say nice and positive things to myself ok not allways nice but positive at least, I tell myself how well the day went, or verbally forgive myself for my mistakes and I finish every session (which rarely last more than a few minutes) by telling myself "I love you" I need to here and confront that because I am truly horrible to myself.
ohh on the subject of keyboards last week mine half broke the 1, Q, A, and Z keys stopped working..you would be amazed at the quantity of things you always need those keys for. luckly keyboard 10$ much cheaper than the absessed tooth and possible car trouble that also arose last week.
Serena