Really, I do not know what is going on. Last night, my mother was saying, "I hope my sons arent into weird stuff... But I trust you both." My mother rants today about the evils of the world and how hard her life. Then being drunk still she said, "I saw your advertisements"... (imagine.. she meant dating adds)
What do you do?
I made a visit to my family since I havent seen them in a year. And now I think somehow the network here is being reported back to my mother.. She is remaining calm, but theres parts of my life that are secret to me.
I feel violated, if my hunch is true. I feel like disowning them all... my life. Its mine. I dont want it out in the open... but the internet is my life.
I feel dead right now. I was going to help my mother with bills and such... but I have nothing.
And if it is being reported back, she will read this too...
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