Moving in with Parents as Daughter

[iKate]

It's a unique pain. All my friends are pregnant or moms already. They ask me when I'm having one, and I'm tired of giving effing excuses. I'm tired of lying. Tired of pretending. Tired.

I. Am. Freaking. Tired.

Also depressed.

I'd trade my flat sexy belly for stretch marks, yesterday.

I get the opposite. I have kids... Obviously I didn't carry them. People ask if I've had fertility treatment (fraternal multiples these days usually are the result of that). I make excuses then deflect topics. People who I feel safe outing myself to I do. But I know they look at me differently once I do.

I would trade my successful career to be a stay at home mom. Seriously. I even wanted to be a stay at home dad once but it wouldn't match with financial reality.