Enough is enough i wont hide all my life. I am pretty , i am a WOMAN so fk the others who say something else. Since september i am doing makeup and wearing a wig, finally feeling happy about myself BUT i am still forced to hide (i wasnt ready until 2 week ago anyway). I cannot do that anymore i want to be my true-self . My mother had allready seen me and my sister too as a girl however my dad did not. So today i went shopping bought a winter coat and some fancy boots in order to go full time in january 1st ( starting the new year correctly!) . When i arrived home i did a makeup, worn my wig and i went directly to my mother and i asked her how did i look. She said that i look good but she is not ready for that i am still her son blablalbla. She knows since june i mean.... Then my dad came inside the house, i was still hiding in my chamber and my mother said in a not friendly way "come here and show your father". I did it, he was okay with it however he is STILL asking me to give them time and to show as a men at house when not in my chamber. I told him that i will go full time in january NO MATTER what. Then he said he will accept it when he will hear a proper diagnosis from a psychologist ( damn.. i am followed since june regiliously and on hormones...). Then they told me that i have no idea about how people are talking about me right now and that is not only a couple person. SO, tonight, RIGHT NOW, i will not display as a man anymore in the house. If they want to see me or talk to me they just have to come downstair and talk to me but as my true-self, fk that i am not going in boy mode anymore. They will never see me in boy mode again so the better get used to it.
Why life has to be so complicated.. i mean i am a woman so what is the problem?
