Hi,
I'm 50 years old and only decided to Transition M2F last Spring, I have to say the level of transgender awareness in the US over the last few years is the only reason I feel this is possible.
I've made great strides forward ( losing a lot of weight, having electrolysis and starting HRT) but last month had what I can only describe as a meltdown. My Emotions had been getting stronger and stronger, and I was seeing big changes as my breasts formed, on my still Very hairy chest. On top of this my wife who at first had been supportive, seeing my new Love of Life, and for years had mentioned her Bi interest, admitted that she really didnt want me to transition.
I quite taking Spiro and Esterdol and decided to stop transitioning and just be ok as a feminine guy, five days later I went back on the Spiro but not the Esterdiol. Now all the Estrogen feels like its left my system and I feel very sad, I want to go back on the Estrogen but preferably at a lower dose, and using the patch rather then injections. My doctor didnt seem to feel patches offered high enough dose but maybe thats all I need right now. I'll be discussing this with her next week, wish me luck.
BB
