Hi Again kalt
I hear you. When I was in my teens anyone who didn't know me personally, would many a times call me miss. When I was 15 I ran away from home to join the hippies. I wore what they called unisex clothing which was popular back then. I am 5' 3" tall and 120lbs, never really strayed from that weight since I was in my teens. I lived in a commune for 1 1/2 years, in the girls section. I, too, really actually had a boy friend but luckily it never got down to the groping. He was a really nice kid but after the year and a half being there's it began to get rough and my boy friend thought it would be probably to my best interest that I go back home. He drove me out to the city limits with his Volkswagen Micro van and we both parted with tears. I could so have easily have transitioned back then.
It is certainly not an easy life being two spirited, there can be a lot of torment which could easily drive you crazy. I'm one of the survivors, and I love being who I am today. This lady who is really a very loving, caring and gentle being who cares for others in need..
Sincerely
Cindy