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First time out in public... This isn't so bad after all.

Started by Punzie, January 07, 2016, 05:44:37 PM

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Punzie

So today was my first day of RLE. I had a doctor's appointment today to get my blood drawn to start HRT, but due to other circumstances, I didn't go. (The office location happened to be RIGHT near my old High School and students were just released for the day when my appointment was scheduled... I didn't want to risk any of them possibly recognizing me). So looks like I'll have to reschedule! <-<

Aside from that however, I spent the next two hours just driving around town. I went to the mall, hiked outside in the snow, and took selfies lol

For once in my life, I felt comfortable with myself. Everything felt so right! Just walking around, minding my own business, just being myself and having others see me as who I am felt amazing. No one stared, just friendly smiles. To them I was just like any other girl. I felt confident and beautiful, which was so bizarre to me because I have always been insecure about my appearance.

Of course, I rarely talked to anyone, but for my first day of RLE, it was spectacular. Now I just need to work up the confidence and not being so afraid to approach people.
My Journey
9/1/2015 Fully accepted myself as Transgender
9/24/2015 First Therapy Session with Therapist
9/25/2015 Joined Susan's Place
2/?/2016 ~ Hopefully starting HRT!
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Adena

Sounds like a great first day Punzie, congrats!

I know it must feel good, although I am not able to present in public as female, but there are days when I am feeling in touch with the feminine me and I am so happy and friendlier at those times, which already is an amazing experience to me.

Love,
Denali
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Jessika

The fear will start disappearing, the more you go out.

Who cares what others think if they see you? They don't run your Life, you do. Be yourself.

Keep doing what you are doing...All it takes is putting one foot in front of the other.

*hugs*

Jess
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