Trying to get my mood up this morning

[Amoré]

I posted this on my fb for her family and my family to see along with a picture of Amoray it is the first time they will see me the real me 


What is a unicorn. Where can I find one you ask? Well this is the beauty of this life unicorns are rare but those people are around you. They are the people that can't be sheep and follow society because that is not their calling and what they are made for. Unicorns make the mistake to try and be sheep in life. Sometimes they are forced to be sheep by other sheep. They marry sheep also that try to force them to be sheep. Unicorns get shot down and laughed at for being different. Why do a unicorn want to be a sheep? Unicorns can be found in people like Mandela,Steve Jobs and people like me. Some sheep look up to unicorns and get jealous.Some sheeps will encourage other sheeps to divorce their unicorn partners to keep them from becoming unicorns themselves. Other is trying to hide their unicorn attributes so bad to be a sheep and be "normal" well I say screw normal. You only have one life and when you get a second chance at freedom to not be held down by a sheep in life the results can be astonishing. So this is my finger to being a sheep I am a unicorn and my name is Amoray!

[Laura_7]

It feels as if my soul has been ripped apart it is really hard to let go at this stage. She is holding me back that is true. I always needed permission for everything. Now I can be free. I have to move out by sunday it sort of sucks but then I don't have to look at her face each day. I still love her I think I always will but I can love her and not be married to her. While she is sleeping with someone new. 

Please be aware that if you were sexually connected with someone its usually also an emotional connection, which needs time to wear off.

Yes ... let her go to a life of her liking ...

and you to to a life of your liking ...

free for now to explore what fulfills you ... and gives you joy ...


hugs

[Laura_7]

I posted this on my fb for her family and my family to see along with a picture of Amoray it is the first time they will see me the real me 


What is a unicorn. Where can I find one you ask? Well this is the beauty of this life unicorns are rare but those people are around you. They are the people that can't be sheep and follow society because that is not their calling and what they are made for. Unicorns make the mistake to try and be sheep in life. Sometimes they are forced to be sheep by other sheep. They marry sheep also that try to force them to be sheep. Unicorns get shot down and laughed at for being different. Why do a unicorn want to be a sheep? Unicorns can be found in people like Mandela,Steve Jobs and people like me. Some sheep look up to unicorns and get jealous.Some sheeps will encourage other sheeps to divorce their unicorn partners to keep them from becoming unicorns themselves. Other is trying to hide their unicorn attributes so bad to be a sheep and be "normal" well I say screw normal. You only have one life and when you get a second chance at freedom to not be held down by a sheep in life the results can be astonishing. So this is my finger to being a sheep I am a unicorn and my name is Amoray!

Well I would not express it that way.

The connection with famous people might give some people an impression of better than, which might trigger jealousy and a feeling of seperation.

I personally would make a comparison with a flower ... a flower that needs to sprout and crush away restrictions of an old encasement ...
its who you really are, and parts of it will be the same, parts will be new...

some people make a comparison with a male/female twin, with still the same sense of humour ...

yet with new sides that need to flourish ...  because its the real you, not an adaption to something you feel was expected from you ...
its simply there and needs to live ...

Imo its better to explain to people instead of a in your face attitude ...
a few supporters might be gained this way, and it gives people a chance to understand.
Most cis people simply cannot relate, some even might have picked up false assumptions.


hugs

[Amoré]

Please be aware that if you were sexually connected with someone its usually also an emotional connection, which needs time to wear off.

Yes ... let her go to a life of her liking ...

and you to to a life of your liking ...

free for now to explore what fulfills you ... and gives you joy ...


hugs

I know I must let her go so that she is happy because I am keeping her back. I really love her but the life we had we will never get back. She has a major issue being with someone with gender dysphoria and this destroyed all that I loved.I must start from nothing in life I am literally at rock bottom. I can't go lower. I am with my face flat on the cold hard floor.

I asked my father if he could help me financially and he told me I must go and f myself. I thought he was supportive but turns out he is not.

Well it is going to take time but I have to start moving on I am so broken and hurt I never in my life knew someone could hurt like this. It feels as if I am dying inside.

I don't know if there is going to be joy soon all I know is I feel dead I feel if I am dying or going to die soon.

[FTMDiaries]

I must start from nothing in life I am literally at rock bottom. I can't go lower. I am with my face flat on the cold hard floor.

... which means that things can only get better and the only way is up, right? It's hard to see that when you're feeling so awful, but things will start to get better, little by little. Right now all you can do is to take it one day at a time.

I asked my father if he could help me financially and he told me I must go and f myself. I thought he was supportive but turns out he is not.

Ja well, maybe someday you'll get to pick out his retirement home... which'll be an excellent opportunity to remind him of what he said when you were at your most vulnerable. But in all seriousness, hopefully he'll come round in time.

Well it is going to take time but I have to start moving on I am so broken and hurt I never in my life knew someone could hurt like this. It feels as if I am dying inside.

This is grief, as I'm sure you know; you are grieving for your marriage and all that it represented to you. But you've come so far already in just a week or two: you've already started to accept that your marriage is over, and that's the first step towards recovering form this. I wish there was a magic wand we could wave to make this process easier, but the only way to work through grief is to just take it one day at a time, adjusting to your new reality until you get to the point where you can cope with things again. We're here for you every step of the way.