I'm new here and i want to say hi to everyone

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First of all i'm happy cause i found this forum , i'm a 17 years old boy and last month i started "be myself" , i started think about this problem from when i was only 7 years old , i always was attracted to girly stuffs and always in my mind something bothered me , the idea that my body "doesn't fit me" and i even got in depression because of this , i always get jealous wen i se a girl cause i want be like her , i want be a woman not a bulky man or something like that.
Last two weeks i told to my mom my secret that was my curse for 10 years , first time she thinks that this is just a faze or a bad joke but after she realized that this isn't a joke she started to sustain me a bit , but i need help from someone that know from what to start , how to "come out" to world , i need just a bit explanation about this.
Thanks for reading my story and if someone who did this before know , please help me

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P.S: Sorry for my bad English , i'm from Romania

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