i'm that 100% manly guy , i play football from 12 years i'm rough , i don't cry and i'm that guy that admire women and treat them great acctually i don't fear nothing at all and i'm not acting or something i was that way from a really early age i'm that one that protect the family and my young sisters the thing is i really hate one thing about me ..it make me crazy and feel less man the thing is i'm so sensitive about being a trans, i'm not on T but i live as a guy and treated as one ( i'm intersex) i ofc have a f name in my papers and after 2 years from staying at home i fnally decided to back to finishing my master degree in law i'm stying now and i dress and treated as any other man everything is ok cause most of people here don't know the truth the thing is i become so sensitive when i think about finding a job people be like after all that u will finally have to dress femal clothes so you can find a job and thats really make me so angry and sensitive and want to die i feel like i'm in a big prison,i talked to a family member about that last night and they be like yea son ofc you will have to do that someday if you want to safe your self from bieng homless that's really make me lose my mind i don't want to do this sh*** i'm a MAN ! and the worst thing is i talked to a trans bro here i thought he is a man and he will support me bu he acctually make things worse he said yea bro we all finally have to do that like WTF!!! and also people be like u can wear andro or sportive clothes so they can accept you, i feel suicidal again cause of that ! help! anybody here had a work before transition and dressing as a man or anyone have the same fear or have a solution here !!! (sorry for my bad english)
