I sat down and gave it more thought. I think you all are echoing what has been running through my mind. I guess, hard as it will be, I will just have to tell them no. I understand this is hard for them, but they really don't get why I am doing this, because there is no real words to convey the feeling, either that or I am lacking in vocabulary.^^
Of course, this means I am closing the door to my family for the time being. Mom says she dosn't want me coming home to this small town. So in three months, I hope my older brother has room, or i'm in the stree
Heh, and the shrink is always wondering why I can't seem to get over my depression. Well don't worry, something will work out, it always does. 🙂