I been dealing with a lot of sunk costs, costs that you can never recover from but move on, first starting with money "lost a lot of money that may not come back". Im starting from scratch now. Second, my family, they are essentially worthless to me, when my grandmother dies it will be the end of my family connection for me. I decide that I will esentially disown them for my transistion.
Im tired of feeling that I have to help them when they make so much more money than I do... Because Im the eldest son. Im the poorest of my family and I get them out of situations.... Im tired of pretending to be a straight man in the year 2016.
Im done (mentally). My grandma will be here for 10 more years... My mother plays mind games (love of a mother... Bull->-bleeped-<- like that). She doesnt love me unconditionally...
My grandma does. Im willing to wait until then. And start my savings all over again.
