It's been a while since I have been on here. I had an account but I forgot the email and password. In the past, I was very concerned of my school telling my mother about my coming out. Yes, it did happen. No I did not get punished.
She told me I still have to go to therapy because I choose whatever I want to wear. And she said because of my identity. I wanted to try to "fix things" so I told her I was a "girl" and she responded with "No. You're a boy inside and I do not like that." The therapy isn't at all conversion therapy or religious. But the therapist is the same religion as her. And my mom also sees her. Therapy doesn't help me at all and I've been struggling with so many things. Mainly dysphoria but it's OK. I'm privileged enough to even have a breast binder!
But the only thought that haunts me all the time is moving out when I turn eighteen.