My situation has changed lately, which is why I haven't been on much.
My job changed, where I work from home full time, and while that might sound awesome (and it is in someways) I am not alone most days, and therefore unable to really express myself, as my wife doesn't want to see it, and doesn't want my 3 yr old to see. So no bras or breastforms, unless everyone is out of the house.
It's quite frustrating, especially as she is arguing against me taking the herbal pills I was taking, and wants me to go to the doctor, but funds being what they are, she's not in a hurry for me to make an appt. She also asked me if I felt anything from the herbals, and why would I want to grow boobs anyway?
I'm not hiding anything from her anymore, which is good, but it has turned into a bit of a sore point. She has this view that trans women aren't "real" women since we don't have to deal with periods, etc. That we just want the fun stuff, and none of the miserable parts. She also makes it quite clear she doesn't trust me, due to hiding things from her, Like the bras, breastforms and herbals.
Overall, it's very frustrating. I'm going to go ahead and talk to my Dr about hormones, and see what I need to do to move forward, although I'm sure it's really not what she wants from me.
