I just made the decision to transition. I am happier than I have been. Everytime I think about my future I fill with excitement. Problem is, I have always just went with the flow of things. I'm the baby of the family who always say back and just went with the ride of life. I always did the "cool" thing whether or siuted me or not I.e....I was your stereotypical girl. Maybe even "mean girl"... So, now that I decided I give up the anxiety, depression, anger, and emotional rollercoaster; no one understands, or believes this is even the right thing for me to do.