Hey guys, thanks for the replies. I will definitely be looking into subQ or pellet in the future. Right now I am away from home for school, and therefore also away from my doctor, so I needed some tips on how to deal with the pain right now. i won't be home for another two months. But once I get home I can look into changing my prescription.
I'm very nervous about doing my glutes because of the angle, it seems very difficult to me haha. I'm also not sure I should change the location as i've never injected into my glute before? Is it easy to mess up the location or is it pretty easy?
I don't alternate my thighs very much because of the angle thing, I find it very difficult to get the needle to go in nice and straight. This is probably because I still use my right hand? I assume it would be easier if I used my left hand but I mentally can't get over the pain hurtle now. Just the idea of using my left hand (aka less steady and more likely to jab) starts triggering the anxiety... Ill give my other thigh a try the next injection, but I did try poking my left thigh last night (after 20 minutes of desperately trying to find a spot that didn't hurt on my right leg) and I found the same initial pain. I don't know why it's so painful, I'm usually really good with needles, i've had bloodwork done so much I don't even notice anymore, but the pain of even just the initial prick in my legs feels horrendous and i've been finding that even if I suck it up and just keep pushing the needle in, if I feel that pain right from the initial prick, it only gets worse the further in the needle goes. It's like my skin is on fire in that spot, and then of course I start tensing and that doesn't help either....
As far as varying location, I keep in in the rectangle of muscle you are supposed to inject into but I change the spot pretty frequently I feel, mostly because I can never remember where it didn't hurt. Early on I used to outline the general area on my leg with a marker whenever I found a spot that didn't hurt, so I knew kind of where it was, but now it all hurts.
Has anyone ever used ice on their leg first so the skin is numb and you can't feel the initial stab? I tried doing that whole 'miracle' no pain trick on youtube where you pull the skin really tight over the spot and then stab but i've found this does nothing and that it's still all about where you inject and if that spot is sensitive or not...
I know with the livestock we just put in the needle, then attach the syringe to that, I wonder if that would somehow help, like then the weight of the needle wouldn't be pulling on the muscle at all or something...? I don't know, it's just so awful, injection days have become such a source of anxiety for me which sucks since i'll be doing this for the rest of my life lol!