Hey guys. Going by KK on here since that's something my brother used to call me (he had a speech impediment when he was young and couldn't say my real name, haha), and I don't know what name to give myself since my identity is in flux right now.
Past two years or so been thinking I might be trans, but I was focusing on school so I always pushed those thoughts away. But for whatever reason, it recently hit me like a train that I am definitely FtM trans, and I'm trying to sort that out. So I thought I'd come here -- been lurking in the forums for about a year or so, but never made an account -- and try to find some answers and similar experiences.
I'm about to move away from my small hometown, to a bigger town with more of a LGBTA scene and I hope I can find more people like me to talk to. My best friend is also a transguy, but he lives on the east coast, and I'm on the west, and we're both busy so we don't talk as much as we used to and we've never gotten the chance to hang out in person.
Once I get my apartment and job settled, I'm going to seek out a gender therapist and get this ball rolling, see what's really going on in this big stupid brain of mine.
