De-Transition?? somewhat

[Parkhockey27]

I have been on T for 2 months and have had top surgery and now im starting to feel as if i'm happy as I am now and somewhat want to be more androgenous. Just a disclaimer: I do NOT regret my transition thus far as it has helped me learn who I truly am and given me many great opportunities. All I want to know is if I hold up on taking my daily testosterone shots until I sort out my feelings, will I be able to start it up again and have the changes continue? Or will stopping T solidify things even if I start up again? For example, if I were to stop for a couple months then start again would my voice start to get deeper once I started again?