Hello friendos!
So this is my first post to this site. I apologize if I've missed anything, or if the answers I seek are somewhere that I neglected to check! I did some snooping but did not find the answers I needed.
I am a nonbinary femme AMAB person. Something that has been on my mind a lot recently is transition.
All of the information that I have found about MTF/MTN HRT focuses on the effects of "complete" transition (the results of years and years of the "maximum(?)" dosage of blockers and E, etc). Some of these effects sound absolutely perfect for me, while others, not so much.
Things that I would absolutely love to achieve through physical transition are:
-prevention of hair loss (which is common in the men of my family),
-smoother skin, and
-(some) body fat redistribution.
The former is more important to me than the latter two.
However, some things that do not sound appealing to me at all are:
-growth of breasts, and
-loss of libido (if considerable/extreme).
So basically I'm wondering what I can do to achieve the changes I want most, while minimizing the effects that are not appealing to me personally.
I'm wondering, can I only go on androgen blockers to prevent "male" pattern baldness? From what I have researched, testosterone somehow directly effects hair loss?
Or, if I must take estrogen along with blockers, would a partial/smaller dose of estrogen give me at least some of the skin + body fat effects, along with hair loss prevention, without making my chest too large or hampering my sex drive too much? I realize that the extent of these effects are very much determined by genes, but I'm wondering what some general tendencies are from people who have been on low doses of hormones.
For reference, I am 21, I have taken no hormones at this stage of my life, and I have a naturally fatty chest (something I've always been self conscious about). I'd say I'm actually an early Tanner Stage II. Also, the women in my family all generally have pretty average breasts. I couldn't tell you any specific sizes.
Thank you so much in advance for any help! I really feel kind of stuck.
Ommy