I was just hit with realization a second ago, about why instead of being withdrawn i was more sexually open as a kid and did some crazy things. If it wasn't for a post and one word said i would have never connected it and its funny because it connected to something else instead. But basically here is my thing iv'e realized the answer all along was its because i was disconnected with my body i didn't see it as "my body" or anyone else's body i just new it was on me and instead of hiding it away i treated it like a big joke.
Then i started to wonder is there other ftms or mtfs who has had the same sort of experience growing up with their bodys and them being overly sexual or weird for the same reason?
