Well I've always been against these Introductions threads/subforums, but I'm about to post my first reply elsewhere and it feels so rude that I'm forcing myself to post this first

I'm a spanish mtf, 39yo. Always comfy with being a guy until 2-3 years ago when I started liking long nails (and began sporting them), then I started liking women shoes (and got some to wear at home), then I started liking women clothing in general... then I sat down to think what other womanly stuff I like and manly stuff I don't like—found several items. Came out to a female friend some months ago, she was supportive and listening, and that was a real boost.
No psychologist yet, no HRT, no nothing basically. Real life experience limited to some nights out, and a small holidays while travelling. As a means of sending a subtle (?) message, I'm already wearing leggings and high heels, even in guy mode. Had the first electrology session a couple of weeks ago, so I no longer need Dermablend to make up

. Starting voice therapy next monday. I already have an appointment with the regional government's LGTBI support service, in which I expect I'll be able to talk to a psychologist.
Wow the captchas need to be filled-in again after every preview. I guess I won't preview as much as I usually do in other forums