Hello my name is (as it should be but sadly male still outside in public) Kaia. I'm a unique case in the since not only am I going through transition from "MtF" (physically) but I was lucky/cursed to of been born with both. It has been a rather stressful, and long road to make, and just as equal the choice to make one more dominate. I have always been more physical (other then what is in places that people do not normally see) male sadly, however my body has always had it's own way about doing things emotionally, mentally, and even in other cases female. I have never been to active in support groups as I've always had the struggle of fighting this unique battle alone, and have gotten used to it as second nature. However with changes in ones self, they come to realize that the past is just that, and to be born anew, and to bring your true nature into light that you must change along with it.
I have lived a "lie" my entire life, to please society to bring piece of mind to those around me, however never conforming to what they may think or feel of me. I've always put others first, happiness for me has always been second if at ever. As with most anyone who has made any life changing choices/decisions they understand that there comes a point to where self happiness is a must before putting others overwhelms you. I myself had reached that point to where it had consumed me, and took a step back in my life and realized who I've been, and what I've done has always been for others, and never for me. That has recently changed I and have become a great deal happier.
I can not say I'm Pre/Post or much right now I'm "technically" pre-op and pre full HRT even tho I have had to take hormones to balance out my problem with them, just adjusted small doses of both T and E.
I am Female, and have always been. However living outside of myself and having the majority of my body being male dominate genes/physical appearance it's been hard being me while trying to make others happy.
I will enjoy talking/learning and even lending my words in on where I can to help others. =)
PS: As far as my transition right now I am in the process of getting my body fixed, and working on fixing what I have neglected my entire life to be able to start a full HRT and MtF physical change.
PSS: I am a open person, and love to chat/talk and most of all learn. Questions and inquisitive minds are always welcome as there is no such thing as a bad question, learning has no limits on views or directions. =)
