I ask the endocrinologist, right? And I suppose during a consultation, but what do I say exactly? I don't want to sound like I "know what's right" because I'm not the doctor, just a patient.
I'll explain why I want T, but a lower dose:
I want more body hair, fat re-distribution, a deeper voice, lower growth, all those other effects and I am aware that testosterone effects EVERYONE differently, but I have anxiety so I just find comfort in knowing the changes won't happen quite as fast if I go on a lower dose. (I hope you understand? And probably a good idea due to my anxiety?)