I am getting hyped/dysphoria about how long it is taking to do electrolysis

[michelleh]

Unfortunately, I need God blessed patience with my progress with electrolysis. I AM 59 YEARS OLD. My grey beard is taking forever to remove. DOES ANYONE ELSE FEEL THE PAIN!  I NEED SOME ENCOURAGEMENT

[Dena]

The best I can say is sorry. Laser didn't exist when I transitioned and I was a couple of years under pretty intensive treatment before I could taper off. There is an end and it seems to come up when you least expect it. One day your getting regular treatment and then next there is nothing to treat.

[michelleh]

Dena,
Thank You! I also have this dysphoria coming up when I least expect it. I took 58 years to realize I was unhappy as a male on the outside. I now have this wonderful realization I am a female and I now very anxious to be that. I would rather struggle getting to the passing stage as a woman then still pretending to be a male. I guess this is all our struggle to be our real expression. I will never give up on this journey it is my love and heart. By the way a small victory I have many people say I can pass with my female voice go figure even with that I need history and regular use to make it apart of me. Now it is time to pass as a woman on the phone.