So, I'm not sure what it is, but lately I've been getting psyched out every time I go to do my testosterone injections. I've been on T for two months now, but only recently have I had problems with this. The first several times went flawlessly. Just jabbed myself, hardly felt anything, and got it done. Now, though... I don't know what it is, but every time I go to jab myself, my hand instinctively pulls back just before I hit the skin. I then sit there for a good five to ten minutes with Shia Labeouf screaming "just do it!!" in my head, but I can't seem to bring myself to do it quick anymore. I eventually end up doing it slowly, which I know hurts way more, and it does. Has anyone else experienced this sudden shyness with needles? If so, do you know of any good ways to get back into the "just do it" mentality that I used to have? I'd honestly ask my mother to help out, but she's deathly afraid of needles herself and already said she couldn't bear to jab me.
