Jealousy over women's bodies

[Annaiyah]

Hi.

Before I began transitioning, I've been looking at women for all my life because despite my identifying as female, I was and still slightly am attracted to women. But for the most part, and especially now that I'm transitioning into a woman, I look at women's bodies with jealousy--wishing I had breasts, hips, butt, face, and overall body shape like theirs. I would then think to myself that God gave them that body that I would like but why couldn't She give me that type of body? 

Just something I've been thinking off and on about. 

[Devlyn]

She gives ALL women ALL their body shapes, from stick thin to fat as a balloon. Accept yourself for who you are and things will fall into place for you. 

Hugs, Devlyn

[Violets]

I'm often hit with the green eyed monster so I understand your pain. However, I have to agree with Devlyn, women come in all shapes and sizes, and this includes you and I. Try to make the most of what you do have, and try not to dwell on what you don't have. This advice is applicable to ALL women, cis or trans.

[KristinaM]

Just like all women, we have learn to dress to accentuate the features we want and camouflage the features we don't.

I wish I was curvy and busty and hippy and wore a size 7 shoe and was 3 inches shorter with a smaller waist, better hairline, jawline, nose, etc...

We are our own harshest critics though, and women really do come in all shapes and sizes.  Next time you're out, look at EVERYONE, not just the ones you find attractive.  You'll see that you're probably doing just fine.  So few people have those supermodel figures anyways, it's an unrealistic goal for any woman.  So again, dress to enhance, and wear body shapers, haha.

[Annaiyah]

It's not the generic supermodel figure i'm after that most women seem to want.

I see women with full, large, round breasts and wish i had breasts like hers.

I see women with a full, large, round butt and wish i had a butt like hers.

I see women with a beautifully-feminine, plump, round face and wish i had a face like hers.

My best friend, who is a cis woman has curvy hips, is standing about 5 ft 5 and her lower body proportions are so... womanly and i would give almost anything to have that body stature and height. She's not, like, obese or anything but she's not real skinny either. I want a stomach like hers too!

Interestingly, she once said that she wish she had a body like mine. Go freaking figure.

I wish i had hair as long as Raven Symone did on That's so Raven.

I just wish i could just take all my clothes off in front of a mirror and see a woman looking back at me.

*tears*