Okay so this person who has known somewhat about my gender issues a tad today kind of well showed he didnt get it. My hair is what sparked this whole thing today. Well he thinks Im trying to grow my hair long to make some big statement against society when what he doesnt know is that Im growing my hair long because Im a girl. Im not interested in that and while yes I have spoken about how it annoys me that boys with short hair and girls long hair thing, I tried to explain how it actually has less to do with that. How the only reason I ever brought it up is because weather it's a stereotype or not, it has affected me but I really am just trying to grow it long is all it really is.
It frustrates me. He than spoke about this genderless stuff and Im thinking inside, "well why than should I want be me if there is no me to be according to this?". It bothered me like inside like all I want to be is me. Im not interested in making a statement or being anything about anything, I just want to be me, a girl.
This person has a slight idea of my gender issues but nothing near at all of what I wrote on here. I dont know why my hair is so important to anyone anyways. If I had just been born a girl like anyone other girl, this stuff would of never been an issue to anyone else. Really for it's just like leave me alone.
