Well here I am 6 weeks to go until SRS with Suporn

Im getting excited and anxious about it all and I decided it might be useful to look back on how I was feeling going into and recovering from FFS... So I dug up this thread and It was pretty cool to be able to go back in time and kinda relive the experience...
Its been 15 months since I had FFS and I must say it's been a HUGE help to me... Im fully healed now and its true you do mostly forget all of the pain and suffering and that is helping me prepare for SRS knowing that no matter how bad it hurts and sucks eventually I WILL heal and feel normal again and be in hopefully a MUCH better place

Thinking about where I'll be 15 months from now

So for anyone whose interested Im VERY happy with the work Spiegel did, looking back at the pics here of me from before FFS to now just blows my mind

After this surgery I thought I had deleted all of my old pics but apparently there are a few still out there... So strange, I still feel mostly like the same person but really I guess not
I still have an area on the right side of my chin and lower lip that is numb and Im afraid it might always be this way but it has periods where it will seem to be a lot better and then get worse... Usually I forget all about it but sometimes even now it still bothers me, Im hoping it will eventually heal but this far out I doubt it...
Now thinking about seeing Dr Suporn and knowing he does FFS Im thinking about maybe having him do some tightening of the face lift and maybe laser rejuvenation work... I do still have some wrinkles and lines and I gotta wonder if now that everything has healed if some fine tuning of the lifting would be beneficial... Im going to be OUT cold on pain killers for a week anyway (I hope) and Id think this would be a good time to get it done... I guess I can email Sophie and ask her what she thinks and how Id even go about paying for this extra work considering Id want an in person opinion from Suporn before paying him...
So for anyone considering Dr Spiegel you wont hear much bad about him from me

Wow that old pic just freaks me out and I like things SO much better now

