I feel like starting to officially crossdress is going to be a huge risk. I've started buying women's clothes that look neutral and won't get me found out. I just don't know what i'm going to do, my parents won't allow it yet, and my mom has only told one side of our family. I want to start officially transitioning once i'm eighteen. I think dressing as an obvious female fulltime is going to be a huge challenge, but I want to do it. If I never end up at that stage, I'll waste my life. When I do choose to do it I'll be so nervous.
