It's important to question ANYONE'S assertions but the links you provided for bicalutamide, I did not provide, because these were observed in very different circumstances and I never heard of such side-effects in the transsexual women I've come across. Your best bet is to be supervised by a doctor and together, decide on the best treatment for YOU.
I'm sorry you felt so awful on injectables. I personally feel better on them vs. sublingual. To each their own. I'm not a doctor, I don't possess the truth about things, I share studies and then it's up to you to double check and talk with your doctors.