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Something at family reunion today

Started by redhot1, July 04, 2016, 12:42:07 PM

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redhot1

July 04, 2016, 12:42:07 PM
Right now I am at a family reunion, but I asked if I can have some space to myself for a few minutes. I'm ashamed to tell my mom what I was seeing though.

My aunt is a really beautiful Asian woman. I'm getting an almost tearing sensation right now. She was wearing a beautiful semi-trano parent red dress and I was able to see her sexy bra and thong through her dress.

I feel really dirty now. I also really wanted an ideally physically attractive wife or girlfriend, I am really envious of my uncle and have the feeling some guys have a "secret" and I don't.

Also having autism I feel like I look and act very awkward and can't win over an extremely beautiful woman's heart. I want a really sexy woman who is not afraid to be sexy in public. I'm a virgin right now.

I don't know if this is directly related to some kind of dysphoria (I never clearly hated being male), but it would be fulfilling if I could become my ideal in some way even if I don't get my exact ideal appearance. I just want a right to be sexy and desired. I don't know what this is.
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redhot1

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July 04, 2016, 02:37:07 PM
I've always wished that I could be a real badass with women. I feel like must average guys have something that I don't.
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CarlyMcx

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July 04, 2016, 07:50:21 PM
This is a question that your gender therapist (if and when you actually see one) should be asking:  Do you want to be the beautiful girl, do you want to be with the beautiful girl, or do you want both? 

And you are right, some guys do have a "secret."  It's called being gainfully employed, being able to pay all your own bills and have some "girl money" left over, and having your own place.  And no, I am not being snarky with you.  I happen to be married to a beautiful Asian girl myself, and I dated quite a few Asian girls before I married her, and they all said the same thing:  They did not care too much about a guy's age or looks, but they sure did care about whether he had a job and was financially stable, and none of them would ever date a guy who was still living with his parents.
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redhot1

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July 05, 2016, 05:00:45 PM
I actually still live with my parents and I hate it. Hopeful this will change in a couple years.
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