Hello, my name is Taylor. A little about me, I'm 24 years old. My religious faith is "Raelian", and I work at Walmart Mail Order Pharmacy as a Pharmacy Technician. They let me dress, wear makeup how I want, and it's a desk job. Best job i've had so far. I also have a boyfriend(22 yrs old), I met him on March 28th, 2016, a month before i started my hormone therapy.
I wanted to share my experience with others, and I hope my story is a good one.
I started my hormone therapy on May 13th, 2016, the day after my birthday. I started seeing a therapist for my transition early January, 2016. I found out that I was a woman early as a child, but I never knew how to act on it. I found out about hormone therapy in November, 2015. So that is why it has taken me so long to finally transition.
I have been growing my hair out for at least 5 years now. I was very lucky, because my hair is so long that I don't need extentions or a wig. It was easier for me to transition because of this. I had a beard before and people often thought i looked like Jesus, lol.
I never experienced gender dysphoria until after I started my hormone therapy. I loved my body, and who I was. I never regretted that I was born a male, because I wouldn't be the same person I am today. However as of recently, I find myself wishing I was born a girl, and sometimes cry at night. This never happened until i started my hormones.
My doctor that prescribed my medication told me my T levels, were Normal-Low. Meaning it was in the normal range for males, but on the very low side. He also told me my E levels were very high, for a male. He asked me if i was already on Estrogen but i've never taken it before. As a male, my T levels were low, and E was high. But for a female, the T is high, and E is very low. So it turns out that I was already in the mindset of a woman to begin with. He also didn't prescribe Spirolactone, because I am diabetic, that can affect your potassium levels.
I am taking Estradiol , and Medroxyprogesterone. I take my estrogen twice a day buccal route. If I don't I feel weird and start to act crazy for some reason.
Some changes that happened to me:
When I first started to taking my medication, it felt strange. I felt like I wanted to cry randomly, then it would go away. Then I'd also get really horny, then it would go away. Then it started to feel like an addiction, as I felt like I needed more. I felt like I was going crazy and wanted more estrogen. After about 2 weeks this feeling went away.
My nipples have now become my most erogenous zones. I can orgasm within seconds of them being played with(no discharge). They feel sore, but in a pleasurable way. It never hurts, but i sometimes feel like i get too much pleasure from them. Especially when my boyfriend is playing with them.
It has become harder and harder to masterbate, it also hurts when I do. At first my orgasm would feel so intense from masterbation, but after 2 months I can barely feel anything. I used to masterbate daily, but now it's like once every 2 weeks. My boyfriend gives me many orgasms every week from my nipples though. My nipples causes me to orgasm and it feels way better than masterbation. I can orgasm over and over with just my nipples alone. Kissing, cuddling, touching, all causes me to orgasm now.
My arm strength, I swear has decreased by 2/3rds. Doors are hard to open now, I have to use my body to open them. My legs are still strong though.
My emotions are amplified significantly, all of them. I can be overly happy, joyful, sad, and angry. My pleasure i receive is also amplified. My sense of touch is heightened. I also noticed that my body odor smells, sweet to me, it never did before.
My sexual preference changed from bisexual (when i was male), to straight, I only want to be with a man now. I love the way the female looks, and I want the surgery for myself, but i don't find the vagina attractive for a partner anymore.
My libedo is so high, everytime i'm with my boyfriend, we do something. When he kisses me, it turns me on like a switch. It is much higher than his, and I actually cried in his arms one night because he was feeling sick and wanted to just cuddle, but i was horny. I was being a baby, but i couldn't help myself.
Anyways, I'd post a picture but i'm not sure how to. If i figure it out i'll post one later. I hope my experiences will help someone, if not I hope it was a interesting read. If you have any questions, i'd love to answer them. Sorry for the long post!
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