It has been years since I've gone through my closet and culled stuff, much needed since I've gotten a few more men's things and no place to put them. I spent a few hours going through all the clothes, putting stuff in the give-away pile that is too big/too small, and the storage pile for some of the women's clothes I'm not sure yet what to do with. Tried on some dresses I used to wear all the time in the past but now they feel totally out of place. I had to try on a bunch of stuff, which definitely brought on some dysphoria, especially now that I've cut my hair this past week. I have no idea who I'm looking at in the mirror today. Kind of overwhelmed.
I'm early in the process of identifying that I'm trans, and doing my best to take things easy and not stress, but this week has been tough, between cutting my very long hair and sorting through some clothes that I haven't worn in a long time but not ready to give up quite yet.
Anyone else had this feeling?
