I typically have had a friend do it, since my doctor had done it the first time I realized it was the easiest way and near painless. Of course a few weird times after have been a it more pained but it might have been the position Ive standing in.
Since maybe the 3 months in Ive only done it twice on my own. Both times...surprisingly easy.
Let me just say, dont like needles...hate them. I hate the idea of them, hate the pinch feeling going in my skin. Although, Ive always been fairly brave at the docs and calm enough to let it go in, do its thing, get out. I almost always tend to look away when it happens.
Doing it to yourself is a whole other ballgame though, maybe its something you have to psyche yourself up for. But I didnt have that much prompting, really. Honestly, the reward I get from it far surpasses the pain, and it hides even the little bit of hatred I had towards needles. If I do this thing more I feel like its really something that could squash any remaining inhibitions I have towards needles. The reward had been stronger than the risk, the fear of not being a man greater than a thin metal rod protruding deep into my skin. Its so weird what Ive passed, I would have never thought Id have the guts for it...Never in my life would I have thought Id do something like this
I think even before T Ive watched videos of it done, expecting I might do it someday. One I saw and one method Ive used is essentially pulling the skin on the upper thigh tsut with two fingerd, thumb and index, and injecting it on the site. Im sure the viedoes somewhere and I csn link it later.
Regardless though, Im just really satisfied with my results in doing this
