Well guys, I did it, I mustered up the courage and went shopping with one my friends, she was super supportive and even payed st the counter for me. I went to La Senza snd got 9 pairs of panties! I love the cheekies and thongs ❤. I really wanted a bra but I was too shy to try them on, however I went to old navy and others places to try on some sports bras to get an idea of my size however i didint buy any. I also bought my batch of makeup which I payed for at the til and even jad a small discution about makeup with the cashier! I really loved being in a girls world today, it made me feel so happy snd real and just myself. Thank you all for your support eouldint hsve done it without yall. Thanks, comin to ya from vancouver Canada.