Was loosing sleep over this last night.... damn.
I started cursing myself for not being cool enough (seeing an ex tonight in a club and yanno how it is... I've got to be cooler than him). And then tried to analise why i'm not cool. And then figured even all the cool people have quirks and flaws.
When you see someone in the street who appears to the naked eye as smooth and cool... You always imagine these people with no flaws at all... you imagine them as perfect human beings. They would never trip up the stairs in public, they would never say dumb things, they would never get embarrassed and if they did something that was remotely embarrassing, it would be passed off as 'cool'.
Then you actually meet these people and get to know them and thats when you find out they can be just as dumb as you are, they will trip up the stairs in public and they do get embarrassed. So i reckon it's all about how you deal with things.
But another important issue is looks. Ya gotta have the looks to be cool.
Now.... just what the hell shall i do with my hair tonight?