Quote from: Arielle Noemi on September 13, 2016, 08:42:32 AM
In retrospect knowing what you now know, what would you take if you were to start all over? Pill? patch? sublingual? injectable? Spiro yes or no? etc....
It really has to be tailored to the individual, and it sounds like you want info to help you work with your endocrinologist to do just that. Good for you! Nothing like an informed patient!
Knowing what I now know, I'd pretty much do what my endo and I did by accident. I went with spironolactone as the anti-androgen, and an estradiol patch.
The spiro had several properties that were favorable to me. I had sodium-sensitive pre-hypertension, high but not yet dangerous blood pressure that I kept under control by following a very low sodium diet, about 700 mg/day. Normal guidelines for us 60+ folks recommend 1500 mg/day max, and the overall nutritional guidelines recommend 2300 mg/day max. Typical American diet is around 3500 mg/day. Spiro helps me excrete sodium, lowering blood pressure. Oh, it also lowers testosterone.

My BP runs around 95/65 now (down from 135/90 without diet, 115/85 with) resting pulse 50. (I workout daily, so this is fine for resting numbers. No dizziness or fainting.)
The estradiol is by patch. I wanted to avoid the 'first pass' effect on my old liver, and minimize clotting risks, so I wanted bio-identical 17-beta-estradiol via a non-oral pathway. Sublingual (micronized) estradiol wasn't in the pharmacopeia, and I don't like needles, so I started out on the patch.
Due to oddities in my blood work, I was started on just spiro, and estradiol was added 5 weeks later.
https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,210927.msg1897653.html#msg1897653The spiro had the single biggest effect on my state of mind. About two weeks into treatment, I started having periods of time where I experienced great mental calmness, the 'noise' of random little mental 'alarms' fading away. I meditate regularly, and found that I could reach a state of inner calm much more rapidly in these periods than before. The frequency of these calm periods increased, and they have persisted for longer periods of time, until at three months they are my new normal state.

My testosterone level was at the bottom of the 'normal male' range when this effect appeared.
I started estradiol patches 5 weeks later. Those had a rather different effect. There was both a sensation of energy, and more acuity in my senses, like a blanket I never knew was there had been removed. For example, a really good steak dinner and side dishes that I had liked before now tasted incredible. (I experienced what I think was a full blown female orgasm in the middle of THAT meal. "I'll have what she's having..." Indeed.)
For me, personally, the single greatest move toward reducing dysphoria and the mental noise that had brought me long term depression and anxiety was the anti-androgen. The estradiol put the cherry on top, brightening my world and giving me the psychological boost from knowing that real physical changes that I had craved for decades were starting.