My current situation is that I am born male. And ever since i was a kid i would closet cross dress. And cross dressing made me feel beautiful and It made me easier to accept myself. Considering also I am very skinny. I felt great. So ever since I was a kid I wanted to be female. But because of society telling us men should be men. then I stopped. Not until recently early this year. My testosterone were driving me crazy. And I hated being a male. Before i started hrt i would get angry very easily, and i hated the random errections. And after reading a few blogs about transition and actually calms the person. I decided to be on hrt. Now being on hrt I feel great about myself I can actually thing more clearly and make better decisions in life. Now the reason why I want to transition is because I am gender fluid. Deep down i feel like i belong as a female but because of social reasons like work and family i dont mind being male. But now im on hrt i don't really feel male anymore some days im just me Agender like having no gender. I want to stay agender and female. The reason why I want a female body is because I want to shift between agender and be female. and not be famale but have a male shaped body. I dont think I would want srs or facial surgery like i said besause of family and social reasons. I hope you understand and its not to complicated
