Issues with relationship as a closeted Trans

[needhelp]

So I keep realizing, that even though I like women, I usually have the same issue with all of them. They live me because there's no "chemistry"... So my idea behind this... could it be that since I have not yet transition or come out as trans... that even though I try to be a man with women... they sense/"smell" a female behavior which turns them off without even realizing?
I realize I behave like a woman in the sense that... I'm really jealous of my girlfriend... and also panic about her cheating on me, and her not loving me, etc etc... Not the usual things that a man would tend to worry about... Is this just my women inside or is this just a personality/insecurity issue? Anyone felt the same? !

Thank !

[TX16]

I am no expert, but it sounds like it could be a personality trait. I say this from personal experience. My husband is a cis male, and he feels this way with me a lot. It was a lot more common in the beginning of our relationship, versus now, but it is still there sometimes.