Uh?? Birth name

[Tristan]

My birth name feels strange family still calls me by my birth name and so does friends and that's okay for the moment
however nobody online talks to me using my birth name and so even hearing it in typing is like strange i used to relate to that name to a degree because it was me and now its like oh, a name? Oh yea, "that" name. Wait what?
It's so strange... .-. has anyone ever got that same feeling i'm just curious because for me its weird now i wonder how its going to feel when nobody offline uses it either.