A Bad Day

[Wild Flower]

In my job, I have to maintain my body weight (which I achieved through fasting and dehydration), and then I took a sting for physical fitness.

It's been a bad day, and compounded by the fact that I haven't EATEN more than 100 calories a day this has me eating Dark Chocolate and Red Wine (cause I feel like I have a bad heart at the moment for some reason). I feel like I can't stop, and I can't cry, and I feel emotionless......  ***well I haven't gotten to my red wine just yet...***

Nothing permanent has happen to my career yet, but I feel so angry at myself, and yet hopeless and despair right now.... I really can't even think about studying or other activities at the moment.

What would make you happy when your day went to hell???

[CarlyMcx]

I hug my stuffed animals.