I had a wonderful Christmas, aside from the not so subtle requests to detransition. My mom did give me a card with cash... Not exactly a Victoria Secret gift card, but she knew where the money was going to go... so the fact that I got it in the first place, was pretty accepting... At least that's the way I want to see it. I was up most of the night debating on what I should spend the money on and I finally decided that, "out of respect for my mom's feelings on the subject", I am just going to forego the feminine gifts for myself and get myself a new carry gun. My new motorcycle jacket (women's) has two pockets for concealed carry, but are about half the size of the ones sewn into my old motorcycle jacket (men's). Needless to say my old carry guns won't fit and still be concealed. I'm a little bummed that my .45LC single action wont fit without imprinting; nothing says get away from me better than a single action army revolver. I guess all good things must come to an end, and change is what I signed up for with transition... So I am going to look at a Browning Hi Power .40 S&W. I think mom will be happier with me getting a gun over clothes. She knows trans is not accepted and met with a lot of hostility in my home town. That's about it from me... just wanted to share. 🙂