I had to re-read you statement twice, but I guess acceptance from your family. I don't want to be rejected by my mother, and grandmother, (which is why I am going to wait until my grandmother passes on *at least*, because I love her too much to hurt her, she's my best friend... and the only person that accepts me to be honest (but I think it would be too much), and I love her with all my heart). I know she would be the first to still love me and accept me though, she called me weird before, but we still talk every other day... so I know she still loves me. I made a thread about her before, and how it would be so painful to lose her.... she once told me I'm pretty, and she tend to use feminine words around me, but it's still, she comes from a much older generation, and I want her to be happy.
My mother on the other hand, I love her, BUT I feel obligated to be male. But... in the past she used to be "harassing" about my feminine ways... she would keylog the computer when I was growing up, she would cut my hair when I wanted it long, and she would just force me into a "male" role. But my grandmother never done that to me, she just accept me for me who I am.
//But, when I first read it, I read it like, "What is the reason why you want to transistion". Which would make a good thread, I think *everyone has a reason, but what is the ultimate reason*, So I'm going to post it lol.