Where I work, they are thinking about this dress code which I talked about here a little while back. I had no choice but to say something and so I wrote it in a letter to some people there. They are gonna read it next week and while a few people know, others do not. This has me nervous of what to expect. I didnt even want to say anything and throughout it Ive basically told my secret of who I am and what this new dresscode they are considering would to me.
Some of them, this is going to be a shock and I just hope they are pretty positive about what I said. It took alot to write something as this is not easy ever for me. I basically told them I know Im a girl inside, spoke of dysphoria and how it has and can take me to some pretty dark places and how I manage it and Im not in so much pain and this would set me back. That the idea of theirs terrifies me. Im just not sure how this will be taken.
They noticed how unhappy I had been there and that I mentioned about quitting and some wanted to know what they could do to help me to stay as they dont want me to leave. This is where this partly came up. Im just so nervous about this coming week.
