I'm not really sure if this is the right place for me. You can ignore this just need to vent so where. My heads kinda messed up in the sense that my brain can't get ahold of the fact that I'm not a dude. Most the time I can manage to convince my self that gender is a conspiracy and it doesn't matter. Really then nothing can make me feel any better but boxers and binding (with old tights) and my headphones atleast makes nothing matter. The only problems now are that my little brother cracked my rib (he's got autism and he thought I did one of his triggers) and my other brother is now sharing a room with me now so I can't just do that at night and get it out of my system. So it all constantly in my head and I can't do anything. The other big things that are messing with my head are having to go to church with sermons on gender roles and me having to where dresses during them so sorry.
